Thursday, February 5, 2015

Enlarging My Life ~

"The New Growth in Forgiveness" ~ acrylic by Carol E Fairbanks  © 2015 


“Forgiveness does not change the past…. it enlarges the future.”  Paul Boese
As I dropped the intensely colored acrylic inks on a wet gessoed board, I watched the flow of colors as they mingled and merged, acting like they had a life of their own.  They charged forward seeking their destination, unknown to me, but perhaps moving according to their own mysterious intention. As the paint dried, a vision of beautiful flowers, radiating a new awareness, emerged and said, “Hi! I’m here!”  So without intending to, I created an abundance of flowers in full bloom. Adding a few dots and lines with some paint pens, I more fully defined those flowers, bringing them more clearly into expression. 
After contemplating a “message” for me in this act of creativity, a quote that I read a while ago, came to my mind. As I wrote it on the painting, I realized that there is nothing that I can do to change those “flowers” in the past, that have withered and lost their connection with life, but as I let go of old hurts and resentments and experience the healing of forgiveness, my future can then open up and abound with “flowers” in full bloom… alive and vibrant. 
I have heard that the "language of the soul is one of image", and I am so grateful for the "soul talk" of the images of this painting - because, I, too, like the flowers, am blooming ...  and feeling more alive and vibrant.
                                                        

                                                  .... walking with lighter steps,                                                                 Carol E Fairbanks, W.W.W.

1 comment:

  1. What a wonderful work you have created as the paints just flowed into creating a scene of beauty! May we all forget old hurts and allow things to rearrange themselves into new beauty in our lives!

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